someday, december 2008

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears are drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

well, i'm not really-really cry . LEBAY mode: on :D
not almost, no real tears .. no no no .. ;)
do you believe in karma ?coz i don't know how does it feel. not at all .
sometimes, i thinking how karma will ruin my life, how karma will mess it around just like what i've done in my past to another people life, well maybe not their life .. maybe just a love or heart or feeling or whatever it call .
yeah

do know how does it feel ?
i mean, when someone who you love sooo much walked out from your life ? when you started open your heart coz you think he's officialy yours ? he's your prince he's your soulmate .. or whatever ,,
it just .. you know feel like you cutted by a knife .

now, yea .. i like to have him in my way .. thinking optimistic that everything gonna be alright even wo got a lil trouble or another .
is it something that you'll feel when you started a new relationship ? is it just a beginning and i would never feel it after a few months ?
or just it ..